haii.
life hasnt been really smooth for me.
yep.
its been ROUGH.
like REALLY ROUGH.
hmm.
cant think of any rough item now.
sandpaper.?
no..
much much worse.
anyway.
i know i've sinned k..
and i know you wont forgive me.
..
oh great.
now me and xy okay lerr..
but you're still not very happy with me..
=/
so..
i dont know what else i've to say.
i hope you're reading this.
you know who im refering to.
so..
im so sorry..
i guess that phrase doesnt work anymore huh.

ok to erm.
a different person from the one im refering to on top.
whats going on dude.?
why aint you talking to me anymore..
cause me and xy okay le ma.?
i thought you'd be very happy for me.
):
oh wells.
maybe its harder for you to communicate with me with xy around.
is it.?
i hope thats it you know.
i mean..
its okay whats..
though xy isnt very happy with you..
it doesnt mean i cant talk to you.!!
i do want you to call and talk to me one ehh.
T.T...
anything tell me lehhs.
liddat i keep guessing i'd go bonkers one lehhs.
hope you'll call me soon.
^^"..
oh and if you're angry with me
( in i dont know what way.. )
i apologise..
hmm.
if you dont accept..
CALL ME.
i'll make you accept
^^
hahahaha.
okok.
=X

and to hanbing and daddy.
(:
haha.
THANK YOU.
though i only told hanbing everything last night.
haha.
still THANK YOU.
especially daddy ~~~
hahahahaha.
yep.
you both got my mind off this incident.
and daddy advised me like ALOT.
hahahahaha.
but i know you wont be reading this so..
haha.
GOD BLESS BOTH OF YOU.!
(:

sorry xy.
i called hanbing instead of you
was cause i cried when you told me E didnt forgive me
>_<
i hope you'll see this
^^"